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Ominous Presence in the Air

Just in case you didn’t know, today is Friday the 13th.  There will be another Friday the 13th next month, a day after I enlist into the army.   Since I have some time before I go out to meet Fabian and Terence whom has just been released from his two weeks of confinement, I shall blog.  It has not been a good day at all.  I can’t exactly say it has been a bad day either, but I have been feeling terrible.  Xiuru feels the same too.  Her sentiments might be the result of her illness though. For me, I have been feeling like this since I found out something horrible last night.  I woke up extremely late today at about 1pm because I had been watching dramas and an old film, Indecent Proposal, the previous night. Sometimes I wonder if it’s because I love listening to dispiriting songs these days that emanates my sorrow.  I remember times when I was younger that I thoroughly enjoyed listening to light-hearted songs like those from S Club. It’s kinda embarrassing to mention that but it’s a fact and I won’t shy away from it.  However, I don’t like happy songs nowadays.  Wilson occasionally sends me such songs and I would just leave them in “My Received Files” or delete them.  I feel like a sorry miniature person within.  I hope this unhappiness in the marrow of my soul would just vacate.

On a less depressing tone, Kelly Clarkson has a new single!  It’s called My Life Would Suck Without You.  It was No. 1 on the Billboard Hot 100 on it’s second and third week on the chart.  I think it sounds rather pleasant and it seems like she’s making a comeback from her flop-of-an-album My December.  She looks so relaxed now and she doesn’t look like she’s trying to hard to be a rocker-chick anymore.  I’ll probably buy her album which is due for release next month. Check out her video for her new single below.  I went to Pasir Ris Park yesterday and I’ll probably write about that another day.

February 13, 2009 Posted by xjportal | Postbox | , , , | No Comments Yet